Happy New Year!!
I am cold.
The wind is blowing very hard in a blizzardy type way.
Did I mention that I am cold?
Hoping new things for a new year...
New ways of being.
Hoping to leave behind.
Old ways of being.
Looking for JOY. This word has been pursing me and I need to know why. On pillows, book jackets, inside cards, even on the television at the dentist's office...probably a dozen times or more this word has been in my face. I need to know what it really means. Joy. Not the 'happy is on the outside, Joy is on the inside' definition, something bigger, more profound, more real and touchable and seeable. I need a definition that works itself out.
Today's date is 01/01/2010. That seems very beginning-ish doesn't it. So here we are at the beginning of something new. Have a great year.
I am still cold.
Possibly colder than when I started writing...
I think I'll find my bed and the personal heater it contains :)